30 December 2007
ten more days
this sucks. i'm not prepared for it. ): wish they would just mail you a form and you tick whether you want to serve the nation or not. oh wells. i've got attachment next wednesday and i won't be able to send greg off. i pray i won't screw up my lesson plan that day. and i pray i won't flood singapore. the thought of greg enlisting on the 9th just keeps coming to my mind. i wish i can don't think about it and just chill and all. and just pretend that he's just going to school and just think "it's just 2 weeks without booking out of camp, mel. chill.". but i can't. first time in 42 months, i won't be in contact(besides the few minutes call he's gonna make to me hopefully every night.) with greg for 2 entire weeks. this sucks so bad. someone tell me what i should do. ):
i shall just pray for strength and faith and learn to be on my own.
maybe it wouldn't be so bad, mel.
♥ mellie ; 6:41 PM
